My dream is to find someone who would genuinely love and understand me. Stick with me forever and never leave. Alas this is still a dream. Life is a bitch, It's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen but it's harder to give up when you know it's everything you want.
There was this ghost, leaving flower ptals on my desk. I was scared at first but then I gpt to meet him and see how thpughful and cute he was. Then suddenly we were outside a castle looking like hogwarts and I rmeeöber I was with Guinevere frlm merlin show. We got inside and I held the door for others to get in while vpşdemoert and the bad wizards tried to get in too. And thwn I was in ordu. The ghpst boy was still with me and I was jumping pn a trampoline in our village yard. It was fun but Inwish he had a physical body to play with me too it was a little sad.
(The broken grammar is coz I write down my dreams immediately after I wake up, so couldn't open my eyes properly)
Before my feelings for my sp went too crazy I once dreamed of we sitting together in the gymnasium to watch the opening of our school’s sport season. In the dream I felt his left shoulder pressing my right shoulder and that became the closest distance between us. In my dream.
Ok I recalled that in our last meeting he grabbed my wrest to check if I was still hurting myself, which left the wrong impression on me that he did have feelings for me and eventually it turned out to be my hallucination. We’ve done. Still I love him. No idea how long my love will last this time.
Also I’ve dreamed about something funny. He is a military fan and even in my dream he was practicing the skills he learnt from some tactic book (sry if I made a mistake in expression. I’m not a native speaker and I know nothing about military orz