I've really gotten myself into something. Since I've discovered that I have yandere traits because my brain works differently than those of neurotypical people*, I can't stop to identify as yandere when it comes to loving other people. I've been already banned from a local dating app within 3 days because I wrote something in my profile that gives clues ... (a friend of mine persuaded me to use dating apps).
Now I'm almost 30 years old and the chances that I find a partner for mutual consent are ... diminishing. 30+ people aren't really using sites like this or Discord. I'm scared that people aren't willing to enter a relationship with me because of any clues that I give related to my behavior - and if I don't give these clues than it's not mutual consent.
What would you do?
* I experience the world more intense, I'm more creative, very good with memory and associations, problem solving, etc. I'm not on the autism spectrum.
