I got a crush on a real dude for once, it's one I've had for a while but it always pops up again despite him being straight. Like come on brain don't remind me it's useless.
What makes it worse is that the traits he says he'd want in his lover are ones that I have. The only thing I have that doesn't align with what he wants is my gender.
If you wanna flay me, let's see what's inside me
