In all my years of life, I've always felt that nobody really got me. When I'm upset, people would just let me be, and leave me alone. I didn't really know how to communicate my feelings or understand them much, myself.

But, a yandere would likely want to be the reason I smile, or even be with me whenever I need them. A yandere would likely not let me be alone, even if I said I needed time to myself. And this would be just fine.

I've had plenty of time to myself, while single. The whole point of wanting to be with someone, is that I don't have to be alone.

However, I'd give my partner space if she wanted it, or I'd be snuggled up close to her if that's what she wanted. I'd gladly pause my videogame, to spend time with her, or quickly find a spot to save to fully give her my undivided attention.

I can't promise much, other than to give her all my love, as we spend the rest of our lives together. And if I ever feel like I'm bringing her down, or like I don't deserve her, then she'd likely not let me leave anyway.

My love never dies or fades, which makes it harder, when someone leaves. I can't be with someone who makes promises as meaningful as a yandere would, only to break said promises, a short time later.

I need someone who actually loves me, and would do anything—whether I approve or not—to keep me. (As long as it's not illegal or harmful to those around me, of course.)

I am vulnerable when it comes to love. I will always be at my the mercy of love, when it is offered, which makes me an easy target for those who just want to play with my emotions for self-satisfaction, rather than truly appreciate or share my love I have to give.

I really need a protective type, who doesn't take my love for granted. Whether she helps better me, so I can truly thrive. Or she makes me worse, so I become more vulnerable to her influence and love. I need someone who truly owns my affection and can truly call me "her's". I want to belong to someone who truly appreciates me, the way I would truly appreciate them.

Sorry if I'm being too mushy or something, but I'm lonely and am overwhelmed with a sense of love, but no one to give it to.

I'm not the kind of person who gives all this love, only to change his mind after getting a fix. My love is true, it's steady, and easily hurt when denied.

Now I feel like I'm rambling... I left a few posts in the "Dating/Stalking Permission" thread, and a few in the "Introduction" thread, as well. I'm honestly losing hope of finding love—REAL love. And I'm growing weary of the mundanity and dullness life brings to a lonely sap, like myself.

I truly hope I can find love soon, as I'm becoming more desperate by the second. If you want to know what I look like, you can find a couple of pictures of me, in the "selfies" section of the Discord server. It's also the easiest place to reach me, currently. (As, I've finally returned to it.) So feel free to send a message, and/or a friend request, if you wish to speak with me. You may also try to communicate with me hear, but I'm not on here as much as before.

Thank you, to all who gave me a chance and read this post, and I am sincerely sorry if it was too long. My passion is too strong, to hide it behind a facade forever, and I need someone who understands my love.

To be clear, I am not a yandere, myself. But I would truly appreciate a girl, who is. May love find your hearts, even if it is to skip my own.