Its almost like i'm always running... but not reaching anything, and i'm getting tired, i lost my father last weekend, lost my love last weekend, i'm now alone, i have no one, not a single person, just me in my room looking through the window, looking the life passing by me, looking my soul sitting in the computer, now i'm all alone i will be alone forever.
Today, I saw that I will have to repeat two subjects in college, the time I spent with my father in the hospital and the medical certificate of this tortuous journey did not save me from the rules of college... Unfortunately at least 2 months lost... God.. When will I be able to be happy..
They didnt notice you were crying
They didn't notice you were sad
They didn’t notice you were tired
They didn’t notice you were alone
They didn’t notice how attentive you were
They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are...
They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile
Didn't notice this thread before. Anyways, I'm sorry about your loss. Losing your father and your love interest is mind shattering. Then also having to repeat college subjects puts more stress onto that.
I am truly, sorry for you. Since it's been 2 months ago tho, how is it going nowadays?
