Sometimes I gross myself out,...
I can't help it. When I like someone, I'll throw all my time, affection, and effort at them. Like please, please, pretty please just. love. me. back.
I'll make it soooo easy. Here's everything on a silver platter. Don't like silver? Ok, gold than. just. love. me. back.
But every now and then there's this small voice digging into the back of my mind that says " Wtf are you doing? You know deep down, if the roles were reversed, they'd never give you the same effort back."
Most days I don't care, it's fine, but some days.... it just sucks.
Sometimes, being like this.. feels kinda lonely.
- sipping my tea on a park bench somewhere
