My mother is my favourite person so we have a very strong familial bond. I dont bond with people well as I'm neurodivergent, but having a few friends when I can get them is nice but not necessary. I've almost always been a loner-willingly or otherwise and enjoy my own alone time plenty. Perhaps I'll contemplate this topic more?
this kinda saddens me because i lost a dear friend because
i was spending every minute with my partner and they couldn't understand why.˙◠˙
i tried making new ones but the conv always turns dry.
my partner is on the edge of letting me have a friend and not beause he doesn't trust other people
not saying i do either based on experience and stories, but i've made it clear that if he get's a new friend he can't be jelly when i do
everything is equal. he hasn't.
so i'm like 50/50 on new friends because on one hand i want to make a new friend but on the other if my partner makes a new friend i'm worried
that they may fall for him..it's the same thought for my partner toward me..
plus i already get really jelly when i see him smile and laugh with his best friend(he's like family)◞‸◟
i know i can't push his best friend away, and it only rarly that's he's talking to him(im on his phone and his best friend is on discord on his pc) (╥﹏╥) (he muted with me and playing a game
with his best friend...
oh and to answer the second part i am fine with just my partner but i think having a friend that can relate to me would be ok
I'm not particularly interested in friends, but I don't think it's due to being yandere. I've just always struggled with caring in that capacity.
I idealize the whole "just you and your lover, absolutely no one else" idea and slightly envy those who are able to achieve it, but I don't think it's very practical. Certainly, for me love comes first and foremost at least.
