Haii!so im surprised that this topic isn't really talked about but for people with fiction darlings,have you tried yumeshipping?
it is the act of shipping yourself with a character(s).you can make art of you and them,ita bags,shrines ect.i even saw someone get married to theirs!and if you aren't comfortable with sharing you can be a non sharing or a hyper sharer(i personally ship myself with multiplecharacters like l lawliet,saiki k,sayori ect.!I hope this helped!ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧
(Its basically self shipping) byee ( ´∀`)☆ ;