Honouring My Sweetheart

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Ichika Logs


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i think my ex is talking to someone new and it makes me want to die 

broke up with him 2 years ago and I’m still so in love with him. he was my FP of course!!!!!

the thought of him being with someone else makes me physically ill

isaw today that he’s following a new girl on Spotify that he wasn’t following before so i checked his insta and they follow each other there too. Fml. 

i feel so so worthless. he doesn't care when i send him anything he checked my emails but would reply simple or nothing at all

i haven’t gone a day without thinking about him. I can't eat everything is just so dull and heavy it makes me want to puke. everything abt her makes me want to hate her i don't even know them and i am not sure but still for him to talk to her it makes me want to smash their head on any edges. i hate it. i hate him fuck him. but i can't forget about him. i think eveyone i talk to is just like him hut he is better i couldn't find anyone better! it's like he put detergent in my brain that made me think abiut him all day without anything just him every single day i can't think wtihout him -v-

last edit on 1/30/2026 4:21:45 PM
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If you tried to find someone else to try to forget about him, that could be the same to him, trying to forget you. I passed through a break up very recently, I'm still struggling to put my mind in place, everything feels and reminds me of her, its familiar, and I get more and more sick with the time and silence. Yet, I know how  painful would be the break point we were about to face. 

Trust me... Sometimes the biggest proof of love you can give is letting it go, because... we are responsible for those we tame right? Going through a pain zone to safe someone for something worse in future, its our duty... (btw sorry if i misgendered you, you didn't make any introduction so I really don't know)

Look on my works, ye mighty, and despair!
last edit on 1/29/2026 6:12:45 PM
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( That is totally fine!! Maybe she's a ghost maybe it's her but sometimes ppl and our hearts trick us of our feelings for them. That's because you really love them. Going through the rough ways and breaking up is rlly the fuckd thing that will happen to your life but u got it so that's something to be proud of ^_^/)

 

「太陽は昇る。太陽が昇り、太陽が沈む。太陽が沈む。何はなくともそれを頼りにしてください。 太陽は昇り、沈む。太陽が昇り、太陽が沈む。 どんなことがあっても、それは変わらない。 太陽は昇る。太陽は沈む。永遠に」I saw this on his shirt today. 

 

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That's a great quote on the shirt

Look on my works, ye mighty, and despair!
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What does it mean?

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