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If you tried to find someone else to try to forget about him, that could be the same to him, trying to forget you. I passed through a break up very recently, I'm still struggling to put my mind in place, everything feels and reminds me of her, its familiar, and I get more and more sick with the time and silence. Yet, I know how  painful would be the break point we were about to face. 

Trust me... Sometimes the biggest proof of love you can give is letting it go, because... we are responsible for those we tame right? Going through a pain zone to safe someone for something worse in future, its our duty... (btw sorry if i misgendered you, you didn't make any introduction so I really don't know)

( That is totally fine!! Maybe she's a ghost maybe it's her but sometimes ppl and our hearts trick us of our feelings for them. That's because you really love them. Going through the rough ways and breaking up is rlly the fuckd thing that will happen to your life but u got it so that's something to be proud of ^_^/)

「太陽は昇る。太陽が昇り、太陽が沈む。太陽が沈む。何はなくともそれを頼りにしてください。 太陽は昇り、沈む。太陽が昇り、太陽が沈む。 どんなことがあっても、それは変わらない。 太陽は昇る。太陽は沈む。永遠に」I saw this on his shirt today. 

That's a great quote on the shirt

What does it mean?

I think what it it means is in a world where people change, promises are broken. The movement of the sun is the only absolute truth. Do not be overwhelmed by the "chaos" of today. Trust in the one thing that cannot be broken the arrival of tomorrow, Haruka. 

Today, I feel so so overwhelmed and alone.. alone at home, at my family, alone at school. Friends are having their own thing. You are the only one I'm holding on. I don't even know if I am going to live right now but I am just waiting for another email response from you. You are the only ally I have when everyone trying to paint me bad. Why must it become like this? I always wonder what are my lacks and if ppl do really deserve love.. With you im not stressed. You do not beat me. You do not yell at me ever once. Maybe you did some bad things but that is it you will still love me. 

It is a good quote... People often need that sort of unmovable facts to reassure themselves, but I can't agree. I still want to believe in people, even if promises are broken, even if I get hurt.

The only kind of advice I can give is... Try to get comfortable with your loneliness, it helps a bit.

I realized I was being feral when someone threatens to leave me. Currently, I’m facing four people leaving my life this month some even on the same day and it’s making me feel physically ill. My mom treating me like a dog isn't adding to the betterment of this. I’ve been taking walks to cope I tend to not know who I am sometimes and would dissociate so but shit I am really being pestered by these feelings and this anxiety is getting so bad does anyone know any OTC sedatives I wanted get back at my life quickly I can't miss college again i seriously am being pestered by it I try to go back to it and after becoming clean but I can't feel anything I don't even know how I'd react

pls just end me i only wake up do the chores and waitfor my deth i swear 

IchikaGift said: 

pls just end me i only wake up do the chores and waitfor my deth i swear 

 bro be strong

life is not always happy and joy sometimes there is bad times my words might sound harsh but you have to be strong 

you can watch this to distract yourself 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FcAns8s3Kiw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mzeN0BXR4e0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XUpBgsOMJxM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zBUVJ-ctOJU