Sooo I really want someone to cling onto.i feel like i won't ever find someone.im pretty popular and people say im attractive,and many boys and girls have had crushes on me but i never have attraction to them.there was one boy I kinda liked but he ended up dating one of my friends so I lost attraction immediately.
Then like ,last year I was texting one of my best friends on tiktok and she had taken a Pic of her crush without him knowing and I threatened to send it to him ,and my phone was lagging so I didnt see where she was telling me too stop in a gc.i was joking anyway and didn't send it.but then she texted me and said "kys you bitch"after I opened up to her about my suicidal thoughts. Then the next day at school she apologized and acted like everything was fine.sooo I just wanted to get that off my chest ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧