The other night I cried while thinking of having sex with you
Not out of desire or shame but some subconscious impulse to feel pain
I wiped my tears on my face and neck and the backs of my ears
And said, "Now it's sweat, now it's sweat, it's sweat now"
Just to see you
It's such a treasure
But when I feel you
My flesh yields no pleasure
And honey I'm cultured
I'm very sex positive
So what is this feeling?
It ain't so positive
I can't tell you if I like it, I like it
What happens if I don't like it? I like it
I can't tell you if I like it, I like it
What happens if I don't like it? It's only
OK, so I've been reading all the sex blogs
And they all talk about how OK it is to be gay
And straight and bisexual and asexual
And have sex however you like
But I don't care about hundreds of hypothetical people
And their hypothetical sex deals
I care about me, and my sex deal!
What about my problems?
Baby, my body
Constantly betrays me
I try to betray it
I only hurt myself
Yeah, yeah
I can't tell you if I like it, I like it
What happens if I don't like it? I like it
I can't tell you if I like it, I like it
What happens if I don't like it? It's only—
It's only sex
It's only
It's only sex
C'mon, sexual desire, speak!
I want to hold you tight
I want to feel your love physically
I want to sleep with you
But only in the literal sense
I can't tell you if I like it, I like it
What happens if I don't like it? I like you
I can't tell you if I like it, I like it
What happens if I don't like it? It's only—
I can't tell you if I like it, I like it
What happens if I don't like it? I like it
I can't tell you if I like it, I like it
What happens if I don't like it? It's only—
It's only sex (it's only sex)
It's only—
It's only sex (no, it's not)
It's only sex
It's only—
It's only sex
It's only sex
It's only—
Source: LyricFind
Songwriters: William Barnes
I relate to this song sm.ive cried multiple times when listening to it.the fear of being intimate and the fear of never being intimate sucks...