Nothing can take you away from me. There’s no length I won’t go to make you happy. Even if you can’t see it, even if you can’t understand my love for you and forget all about me. I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU. There’s nothing you could do that will ever change that. Nothing at all. You’re all I want. You’re all I see. I just need you here with me
I’m tired. I’m so tired of being labeled a monster right from the get go. Everybody around me is telling me im a bad person just for being human. Why do I have to be happy 24/7, why do my emotions not matter. They want me to be a person, they want me to be “better” in their eyes, but when it comes down to it there’s nothing I could ever possibly do right for them. Me still fighting despite all the hurt they’re putting me through, that means I’m doing the wrong thing and I need to disappear, but oh I’m not allowed to die and give up either. They want me to live but deprive me of oxygen, they spin me all around and tell me not to fucking spin. I can’t take it anymore. I just want to be good. I want to be what everyone wants me to be BUT THEY WONT LET ME. Just give me my wife back. Let me be a person again. I cannot live without love. I can’t function. I can’t be what YOU want me to be when you’ve already taken everything… just give it back