Awe, such a cute video <3
Yah, those kind of vides would be a dream.
Well, it has to be someone obsessive, but we have to click to be obsessed over each other. Just in case, I will write it as a prayer to God and see what happens. Well, she has to be psycopath. She has to be sort of death, connected to death, unfortunately I am unable to like anyone more than Death, so she has to be closely second to that. She has to be beautiful. I don't want to be mean and judge people, however, she has to have blonde hair and breasts of at least 94 cm. These are only bodily properties I care that much. She doesn't have to like the world. Maybe, I am looking for death, but I would like to get attention from her. She has to be able to cope with my inability, weaknesses that I am filled full with. She has to accept I am rather boring individual who is sometimes incapable of not being dull-appearing person and my desire not to harm anyone. She has to accept I am insane.
Amen.
They don't have to be yandere, I am fine with them just being clingy. I think I can control myself and be socially acceptable with them being like that. Shared interests are a plus, but introducing me to their hobbies could be a nice bonding experience. Communication is key, reticence only bring regrets and resentment.
Now obviously i need there to be mutual love in any relationship of a romantic nature. But i ideal the kind of person who can twist and use me to suit themselves. The last thing I want is to feel unwanted and inadequate, so someone who sees value in me and sees fit to draw that for their own needs is something I would rather like.
The way my more excessive nature expresses itself is more depressive than destructive. But I am loyal, and devout without fault so having someone who sees and truly appreciates that is brilliant.
My ideal girlfriend... I'm not entirely sure... I know, I have preferences, as everyone does. However, I don't expect to find someone that matches each quality to a T.
I just want someone who actually talks with me, instead of staring at their phone all day. Someone who enjoys spending time with me, even if we're just staring at memes, while cuddling, or having outings and picnic dates.
Someone who maybe is a bit health conscious, and will encourage me to exercise with her and stuff.
Again, I'm not really sure... My main concern, is that I want someone who'll simply be there with me. I guess, I'm pretty adaptable, otherwise. I'm not really too demanding. Maybe someone slightly older than myself? (This detail is mainly for my partner, to allow her to have a more smug and dominating behavior. And maybe bragging rights.)
Oh, a dominant type partner is a pretty big detail, however. That's something that is a must. Only thing I'm really strict on. I can't change my preference on that. Even if she's a little shy about it, she has to be in charge and pulling the strings. I have ODD, but for some reason, I really want someone else in control. I'd still like to have a say in the relationship, but overall, it's what she says goes.
(Also, I'm not sure who all needs to hear this, but it doesn't matter what the size of your chest is. I personally prefer flatter chests, as it would allow me and my partner to get closer when we cuddle. But "pillows" are also nice. I'm just making sure everyone knows that any sized chest is appreciated, but my biggest concern is quality time, not what you carry just beneath your adorable face.)
Sidenote: Definitely don't call me "cute", I'm "cool". I'm not saying this to encourage you to call me "cute". This isn't reverse psychology. I DO not like being called "cute". There is no hidden, code telling you to call me "cute". i Despise yOu CALLing ME "CUTE". Anyway that's all. Don't read into this part... PLEASE DOn't.
To sum it up (in order of least important to most important):
- Flatter chest, is preferred.
- Slightly older, is preferred. (I will be 24 on the 13th of this coming November.)
- Health conscious, is recommended.
- DO not CALL ME CUTE.
- Dominant type, is a must.
- Quality time, is a must.
Everyone has preferences, but I'm really just looking for quality time, over material ideals.