Awe, such a cute video <3
Yah, those kind of vides would be a dream.
Well, it has to be someone obsessive, but we have to click to be obsessed over each other. Just in case, I will write it as a prayer to God and see what happens. Well, she has to be psycopath. She has to be sort of death, connected to death, unfortunately I am unable to like anyone more than Death, so she has to be closely second to that. She has to be beautiful. I don't want to be mean and judge people, however, she has to have blonde hair and breasts of at least 94 cm. These are only bodily properties I care that much. She doesn't have to like the world. Maybe, I am looking for death, but I would like to get attention from her. She has to be able to cope with my inability, weaknesses that I am filled full with. She has to accept I am rather boring individual who is sometimes incapable of not being dull-appearing person and my desire not to harm anyone. She has to accept I am insane.
Amen.
They don't have to be yandere, I am fine with them just being clingy. I think I can control myself and be socially acceptable with them being like that. Shared interests are a plus, but introducing me to their hobbies could be a nice bonding experience. Communication is key, reticence only bring regrets and resentment.
Now obviously i need there to be mutual love in any relationship of a romantic nature. But i ideal the kind of person who can twist and use me to suit themselves. The last thing I want is to feel unwanted and inadequate, so someone who sees value in me and sees fit to draw that for their own needs is something I would rather like.
The way my more excessive nature expresses itself is more depressive than destructive. But I am loyal, and devout without fault so having someone who sees and truly appreciates that is brilliant.
Ideal GF...
Needs:
* Someone I can enjoy a book or learn a language with (I'm currently learning Japanese)
* Likes me being a gamer (as it's part of being a game designer...)
* Likes being obsessed over and protected
* Can provide a safe sanctuary, a place of stability away from the world (and from my chaotic work schedule as an entrepreneur)
* Doesn't mind if I'm generally unemotional with everyone but her
* And, long term: someone who is looking for marriage and creating a family
Major bonus points for:
* Reciprocal yandere
* Willing to try my cooking when I do crazy experiments
* Submissive