Awe, such a cute video <3
Yah, those kind of vides would be a dream.
An ideal lover, huh... Someone as intense as me. Fine with being stalked and obsessed over. Fine with me getting jealous easily. Someone super possessive and would want to keep me locked up.
Well, it has to be someone obsessive, but we have to click to be obsessed over each other. Just in case, I will write it as a prayer to God and see what happens. Well, she has to be psycopath. She has to be sort of death, connected to death, unfortunately I am unable to like anyone more than Death, so she has to be closely second to that. She has to be beautiful. I don't want to be mean and judge people, however, she has to have blonde hair and breasts of at least 94 cm. These are only bodily properties I care that much. She doesn't have to like the world. Maybe, I am looking for death, but I would like to get attention from her. She has to be able to cope with my inability, weaknesses that I am filled full with. She has to accept I am rather boring individual who is sometimes incapable of not being dull-appearing person and my desire not to harm anyone. She has to accept I am insane.
Amen.
They don't have to be yandere, I am fine with them just being clingy. I think I can control myself and be socially acceptable with them being like that. Shared interests are a plus, but introducing me to their hobbies could be a nice bonding experience. Communication is key, reticence only bring regrets and resentment.
Now obviously i need there to be mutual love in any relationship of a romantic nature. But i ideal the kind of person who can twist and use me to suit themselves. The last thing I want is to feel unwanted and inadequate, so someone who sees value in me and sees fit to draw that for their own needs is something I would rather like.
The way my more excessive nature expresses itself is more depressive than destructive. But I am loyal, and devout without fault so having someone who sees and truly appreciates that is brilliant.
Ideal GF...
Needs:
* Someone I can enjoy a book or learn a language with (I'm currently learning Japanese)
* Likes me being a gamer (as it's part of being a game designer...)
* Likes being obsessed over and protected
* Can provide a safe sanctuary, a place of stability away from the world (and from my chaotic work schedule as an entrepreneur)
* Doesn't mind if I'm generally unemotional with everyone but her
* And, long term: someone who is looking for marriage and creating a family
Major bonus points for:
* Reciprocal yandere
* Willing to try my cooking when I do crazy experiments
* Submissive