Yandere Community

It is hard to let go, but sometimes you have to realize that these experiences are also stepping stones for you. Not in a way to undermine your struggles and experiences but to show that things do get better. If someone you love does not love you back, does not give you the same energy back, and only serves to make you feel bad - you are within your right to heal from that and you don't deserve that kind of treatment whatsoever. 

But ultimately, if this person will have no chance to be with you and support you, it is better to make the process to let go. As much as it hurts -- and trust me, I know, but it will and does get better. You will find the person who fits everything you need and deserve, and you will do the same for them back. Maybe I'm idealistic but I truly believe soulmates exist. Keep your hopes up and don't give in, life may suck but there is always that light at the end of the tunnel that will bring you back to your feet after you fall.

my  last "girlfriend" left me cause i was late in meeting her and said i was cheating, when in actuality i was nervous in meeting her for the first time and was hyping myself up. And i tried calling and messaging at the time to try and work it out, but she had already moved on.

And what sucked is that i think she might have been yandere, cause we literally just met online a few days before, and yet she already wanted to be my boyfriend, and meet up. She lived around Wynum, and i was there a few weeks before that point, and i think she may have seen me there, cause i think i remember she said "i think i already like you" or at least she gave me the impression she had seen me before.

 But man, if she was yandere,  then i missed my chance. But i don't think she was, cause  she wouldn't have just quit like that. I had asked her before that if she had any mental things like autism or adhd, but she said no, so who knows.

Anyway, i hope i can eventually find someone who wants to stay and if i mess up, give me a chance to explain instead of just giving up on our relationship. and i hope that they will take it seriously instead of some joke (both the mistake and the relationship).