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I can't push too hard. Can't get ahead of myself. If I appear too attached you'll think I can't handle this waiting, you'll just disappear again won't you? I can go at your pace. We can take things slowly, let you sort out your mind.
Sometimes it feels like you're a skittish rabbit that I have to approach gently. Ha, I don't think you'd agree or appreciate that.

Whatever you might be going trough, I wish you good luck on solving that "problem". I have no real advice here,

im sorry. I also have acknowledged your "ignore my ramblings" but I rather show that I acknowledge the existence of some people, even if there is a risk that I get ignored in the end. Yet again, good luck.

Filled with so much love ahhhhhh

I wish I could talk to him right now but I need to give him space, he's going through something. I hope everything goes well... Sending him all the love and well wishes

Trill-pai said: 

Hey idk if I should even be sayin nun of this, usually as a man I'm told to stfu but fukkitweball, I was off today and smokin a phat ass blunt and listening to music and just looked around for a while, I noticed that suddenly everything changed for me, I felt alone, all my friends were dead n gone, I couldn't joke, smile or feel connected with them anymore, my dad is dead, my girlfriend is dead, all the people I felt connected to like I was actually alive are gone, even if the hood was (DEFINITELY a toxic environment) it was still home, something I was used to and could in my own way feel safe in, in a way I felt like I finally made it from hell to finally move out on my own with ppl who actually fwm for me, but at what fucking cost, I'm disconnected from my family which they taught me family is everything, life literally humbled me and took everyone away and I can't even chill in my room peacefully it's still shit did that people did that I can't even sit still about lol, but I'm not gonna stop for them idgaf if I'm ugly, or if life comin for me next, I'ma keep makin it, I luv everyone on dis forum and wish nobody ever has to go through what I went through, I genuinely want yall happy and comfortable 

 

Also P.S. I had this fake deep thought hold and it's kinda funny hold on lol, so when I was smoking I was thinking "wait since my friends are dead too, am I smoking on my opps or my friends?" Just a goofy azz thought to myself lol nvm y'all have a good day 

 Trill-pai, could you could you please make your own thread for venting? I was hoping this could be a space for me, and perhaps for people like NMC to comment on things (I didn't respond directly to you NMC, but I do appreciate your concern)

I have been going between feeling empty and sad lately. He still isn't back. He hasn't deleted his account, so I am trying to trust that he isn't gone for good, just self isolating like he said he does sometimes. I wish I could help him somehow.

I've been imagining that I see him on my outings. And I keep seeing posts that I think might be him, but that is more paranoia, I know it isn't really him. Just my brain trying to connect dots that aren't there.

I miss him so much, even though we haven't talked much. I wish I didn't get attatched to him so fast. Surely I'm just bothering him.

I am so so so happy he messaged me recently. Over the moon. Much happy.

I hate crashing out over absolutely nothing. I stayed quiet a bit (not long at all, lol), hoping he'd message me since I am usually the one to initiate things, but why would he? I don't even know if he likes me much. I know it's not mature to go about things like this. I wish I could just say things outright but surely right now it will only make me a nuisance or seem troublesome.

I had a... decent? dream. I dreamed he was mad at me so I took pliers and ripped out a tooth to send to him. I finally got to send him the present I got for him, in the dream.

Still wishing the best of luck. One day you'll be happy, one day :D didn't knew you wrote more things here so I didn't respond. But yeah, wish the best of luck.