I wonder if he ever found this place. When I hinted to him about its existence he said he couldn't find it, but in my opinion it's pretty easy, you just have to put something like "yandere forum" in a search engine, and I did say it was a yandere forum.
I still miss him. I am the one who finally cut things off, so there's nothing to be done about it. I just didn't think he cared for me and did not wish to waste his time. I have looked for him but of course I can't find him. I'm not clever enough, or maybe he left the online sphere entirely. I'd hope not.
I actually started listening to hypnosis files. It makes me feel bittersweet. I had always hoped he'd be the one I'd experience it from, once we were together. Although at the time I wasn't confident in my ability to be able to go under, I seem to have slowly eroded that concern.
