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New Years
the holiday sprite did not come back for either of us
and today is just as gloomy as Christmas was
i cant help but to feel sad
we were supposed to celebrate in person together
it also sucks that my mom has decided to betray me..
lss she's spending new years with an disgusting person.
anyways im also alittle hurt because me and him was supposed to watch stranger things together
but since he couldn't come he watched it with his family :CC the same day mines offered the same
but i said no -__-
:) turns out i was wrong, about my mom betraying me
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my partner is jealous and i think it's sooo cute
my partner best friend recently got a gf, and they are together nonstop
if you read up in my posts you would see we are ldr and our holiday trip didn't happen
hes so jelly, his best friend and his gf is all cozy this winter when it should've been us as well
he is so cute i couldn't help but to tease him, then we both got sad again
this is the longest we hadn't seen each other in person
i miss him...
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sad vent extras ૮(˶╥︿╥)ა:
on dec 2nd my partner was supposed to be in my arms... but he got denied at my border.
it never happened before but i can say it hurts worse then him leaving,
all the joy of him spending christmas with me and the joy of christmas got sucked down the moment he said he couldn't come.
no we both has been just sleeping the day's away
i actually have no more tears left to cry, we had a lot of things planned
and this month marks our 5 years together but ig were gonna have to celebrate it later in the year together..
it's way lighter on our pockets if he comes to me which is why i can't go down to him◞‸◟
ngl what made it worse is my family (more so the older ones) trying to make me feel like I'm invalid on my big emotions and i should just suck it up after dec 3rd,
ugh not to mention we had stuff we were supposed to watch together in person..𓇢𓆸
even doing our nightly videos make us sad because it was supposed to be in person on my tv,sorry for any typos
That sounds like the worst pain ever D: I'm so sorry you two had to go through that
You are my answer, my answer to everything, which is why I'll probably do very poorly on the written part of my driver's test
sad vent extras ૮(˶╥︿╥)ა:
on dec 2nd my partner was supposed to be in my arms... but he got denied at my border.
it never happened before but i can say it hurts worse then him leaving,
all the joy of him spending christmas with me and the joy of christmas got sucked down the moment he said he couldn't come.
no we both has been just sleeping the day's away
i actually have no more tears left to cry, we had a lot of things planned
and this month marks our 5 years together but ig were gonna have to celebrate it later in the year together..
it's way lighter on our pockets if he comes to me which is why i can't go down to him◞‸◟
ngl what made it worse is my family (more so the older ones) trying to make me feel like I'm invalid on my big emotions and i should just suck it up after dec 3rd,
ugh not to mention we had stuff we were supposed to watch together in person..𓇢𓆸
even doing our nightly videos make us sad because it was supposed to be in person on my tv,sorry for any typos
That sounds like the worst pain ever D: I'm so sorry you two had to go through that
It was I do not want to experience that again never again. But some good news is that we have a trip and are together right now!!! :D
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