When and how did you realize that you were a yandere?
I love you so much i wish i could kill you.
Very recently actually. I have always been very very obsessed with the idea of being stalked or kidnapped, ever since I was a genuine child. The idea of someone being so in love with me that they would hurt me or others makes me so happy I can't stand it, it's all I've ever wanted. I've joked in the past about "wanting a yandere partner so bad I become a yandere myself" but recently its begun to feel less like a joke and much more genuine. My current darling I've known for two weeks and I genuinely cant stop thinking about them. I've never felt such an intense obsessive love in my life and its leading to a lot of violent intense thoughts, which is why I sought out a community like this.
I'm watching you even now <3
Very recently actually. I have always been very very obsessed with the idea of being stalked or kidnapped, ever since I was a genuine child. The idea of someone being so in love with me that they would hurt me or others makes me so happy I can't stand it, it's all I've ever wanted. I've joked in the past about "wanting a yandere partner so bad I become a yandere myself" but recently its begun to feel less like a joke and much more genuine. My current darling I've known for two weeks and I genuinely cant stop thinking about them. I've never felt such an intense obsessive love in my life and its leading to a lot of violent intense thoughts, which is why I sought out a community like this.
Do you think you have some kind of Stockholm syndrome?
I love you so much i wish i could kill you.
When I was around 16 I think? I had already done some typical yandere behavior and I even knew of the term and related to some yandere characters, but I didn't connect the dots until I noticed people identifying as yandere on Tumblr. I had been looking at yandere blogs since I related, but I guess it didn't click in my mind that I could identify that way until I saw others doing it too.
Loving someone wholeheartedly is way better than changing partners again and again
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Yandere was for me an explanation of my way of thinking, I rejected the violence of yandere for a long time, but in the end I understood the image through it and understood that I have as much hatred as love in me even
around the age of 10 I learned about the yandere system and it proved to me that I was the only one around me who thought that way
I wondered for a long time if it was just a fantasy, but in the end it's really my way of being
what took me the most time is to understand that the yandere system is like a people and therefore there are similarities but each yandere is unique
after that I finally identified myself as a yandere and found my identity to accept this life
a lot of us fear yandere and think of toxic and murderous people... but in the end a yandere who lives with his partner is just a couple who love each other
but what is disturbing is that a yandere will not react in the same way in a relationship and especially to a betrayal
I don't know if I'll ever find it, but I know that I closed myself off finish the relationship after being betrayed several times and now i'm scary for a new relationship
I feel like a guardian yandere, I don't attack when I'm betrayed, I close myself and eject the person, I don't forgive
I have a shield and am ready to protect the person I love at the risk of my life, but the problem is that this same person finds himself near my heart which is without a shield
and so I think that only the yandere can give more than a simple relationship but the people knows how to destroy them a lot
yandere are shown as monsters, but in the end it is the yandere who most often suffers from loneliness or betrayal
Love is like a crystal, as precious as it is fragile, but only the Yandere can increase its positive potential tenfold
I've always been an obsessive, clingy lil shit with my friends and it only got worse when I started getting crushes on those friends... I had to dig into every little detail about them and their lives, I had to adjust my life to have as much time as possible with them, and when they couldn't be around me anymore the heartbreak left me bedridden. I was down BAD. Looking back on it, it might have been an odd manifestation of OCD or autism. The whole fixation on routine and such.
if this place doesn't get meaningful...
I love classical literature and to draw, I can relate to all yandere in the world.
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It was and still is my greatest fixation when it comes to anime and manga content. I was immersed in how someone could love another so intensely, the how and why and the aftermath of it all, and if I could find someone who loved me that intensely. And only when I took more of a look at myself did I realize I had... many of those traits. And it was more of a "oh !" kind of moment when I was ~10, and I'd eventually forget until I'd have a big reaction to something romantic-related.
❝ 他の何よりもあなたを愛してます。❞
Very recently actually. I have always been very very obsessed with the idea of being stalked or kidnapped, ever since I was a genuine child. The idea of someone being so in love with me that they would hurt me or others makes me so happy I can't stand it, it's all I've ever wanted. I've joked in the past about "wanting a yandere partner so bad I become a yandere myself" but recently its begun to feel less like a joke and much more genuine. My current darling I've known for two weeks and I genuinely cant stop thinking about them. I've never felt such an intense obsessive love in my life and its leading to a lot of violent intense thoughts, which is why I sought out a community like this.
Wow I have a very similar experience but when I was younger I would go on these meeting people sites and ask older people to kidnap me and I would give them my address they never did anything tho so now I’m here I very much had too much internet access