Alright, let me try again, here...
I'm a 5'9, 24 year old, Scorpio, Aspiring Writer.
I'm just a boy longing to be loved unconditionally. I, reluctantly, admit that I am, in fact, a hopeless romantic—though I will deny it, if you ask me or imply such, later down the road.
Writing is my passion, and I can't help but write fanfiction, when I see potential. I want a girl who will be my muse. I'm not going to sit here and lie, saying that I'm perfect or have everything together. I'm just as broken and messed up as the rest of the world.
I have found myself in an ever-growing pit of loneliness, and even when surrounded by others, it just doesn't feel like enough. I got into stuff that negatively affects my mental state, and I guess I need that special someone I can trust, to help ween me off of it. (It's not drugs, I stay away from that.) But it's addictive and I guess I either need someone willing to help me out of it, or who's open-minded and willing to accept it, and just be there to support me through it.
Honestly, I feel my mental health would start getting better, if I had a girlfriend. I noticed that when the potential of love, pops into my heart, I tend to do a lot better. It just starts degrading when reality hits.
I don't view women as anything other than what they are. What they are, are whatever they want to be.
I grew up watching romance in movies, as I craved that same romance.
In my fantasies, however, the roles were kinda swapped... Usually, not always.
Yes, I do have sexual fantasies, but I'm not all about that. I am a more submissive type, and I just want an older girl, with soft yet firm muscles, to hold me when I feel vulnerable.
I guess this brings me to my preference. Like anyone, I have preferences. I like tomboys, nerds are the best, and small breasts are peak for cuddles. I specify the breasts, as I know some girls get self-conscious about their breasts. I like small breasts, as it allows for closer, more intimate hugs. I hope to meet a nerd tomboy, and maybe with glasses (cute if she isn't keen on wearing them).
I'm no yandere, but I feel I'd be perfect for one. I'm a darling type.
I want to be with someone who confides in me. Someone not afraid to tell me what she thinks, but also knows when I'm upset. I may need someone who is blunt about her feelings for me, or at least clear with her implications. As for seeing you? I see everyone. It actually hurts when people think I don't pay attention. I have ADHD, but when someone's upset, I kinda just sense it.
I don't like seeing people upset or sad. I think it's cute when people obsessed about certain things, but I like to remind them that there's nothing to worry about. Although, sometimes I obsess about things, on occasion.
I have an endless well of love, and I have no one to share it with. I just want to belong to someone. Without fear of them leaving me. Please don't promise you'll never grow tired of me. I hate being lied to, for something so serious. Don't tell me you love me, if you don't mean it. My love is forever. When I feel I connect with someone, my mind perceives it as a permanent connection. I don't want you to become a monster in my eyes, unless you're the kind of monster that won't let me go...
I don't mind being scared, as long as I'm protected by your love.
If you want to contact me, my DMs are open. You can also message me on Telegram under the tag @SilentNoOne — You can ask me more questions there, or you can tell me about yourself.
P.S. I can't do long-distance.