Yandere Community

Gauge out my eyes, cut out my tongue, and let me serve then to you as an act of sacrifice - the most brazen devotion.  Take my eyes, take my tongue, take my ears, take my fingertips, take my legs - take it all.  Let me fall deaf and let me fall upon the ground, my face smeared in dirt. Kick me for I am the diriest dog.  I am the flea-bitten hound howling outside in the midst of the night.  I am the almost imperceptible hum of the electricity in an otherwise silent house.  I am the ghost of the dead.  I am nothing.

Whichever neighbor keeps leaving dog fecal matter upon my steps, I do wish they would cease.  Repugnant behavior.  

Having it bagged does not make it any better.

How miserable.

I don't want to disappoint you.  I don't want to be a disappointment.  I just want to be good enough, even if I'm just your cheerleader.

How do I make you happy?  How do I fulfill that goal?

Please god don't let me fuck up again.

I wish the after effects of having a concussion would go away. I'd like to be able to think clearly again. It's almost hysterical. At least whoever was leaving animal waste in bags on my steps ceased. That's a positive.

Why was it so loud? Louder than expected. 

How crazy does MTA routes have to be for there to have to be a sign saying that if you attack the driver charges will be pressed???  I'm sorry, I thought that was standard????  What do you mean you need a sign for it????  Oh my god, dystopian as hell.