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Vent/Gush/Him


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I can't get you out of my head, no matter how hard I try.  You consume me, even to this very moment.  It's like I'm cursed but it's you, giving me hope and a will to live.  Tell me, do I haunt you as well?  Your every breath.  Every thought.  Awake or asleep.  I still dream of you.  You are my everything.  You're the ghost in my head, in my lungs.  Perpetually driving me forward - to a cliff or to a better future, it'll never be clear I don't dare believe.  I live for you, I'd die for you.  You are the most addictive drug, one I'll never quit.  Withdrawals only make me crave you more and more, like a festering disease.  Ah, this is my own personal hell - one I've hand crafted for myself.  There is no escape nor do I desire one.

I only desire you, my beloved puppy.  What bliss.


 

Truly diabolic. • "The first step to fixing something is to know no matter how destroyed it seems, it can always be saved."
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I keep dreaming of you.  Of meeting you at a food stall, at at the hospital, at the subway station, at the bus stop.  I see you everywhere I go.  You haunt me, tormenting me.  If I was normal, would I be proper?  Would I be acceptable, no, passable then?  Would you smile at me and tell me my worth?  Could we dress up together and go to comicon together?  I as your Aiko,  you as my PunPun.  This is agony.  Truly, I do deserve it but even so... your grasp on me will never let me go nor do I wish to be free.  I am damned by you and you alone.  Let me learn the art of music so I may create and express my adore in the language you have once spoken to me.  

Truly diabolic. • "The first step to fixing something is to know no matter how destroyed it seems, it can always be saved."
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Please hold me, my darling.  "Will He" is a soothing embrace.

Truly diabolic. • "The first step to fixing something is to know no matter how destroyed it seems, it can always be saved."
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