Vent/Gush/Him

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on 1/28/2025

Posts: 13

I can't get you out of my head, no matter how hard I try. You consume me, even to this very moment. It's like I'm cursed but it's you, giving me hope and a will to live. Tell me, do I haunt you as well? Your every breath. Every thought. Awake or asleep. I still dream of you. You are my everything. You're the ghost in my head, in my lungs. Perpetually driving me forward - to a cliff or to a better future, it'll never be clear I don't dare believe. I live for you, I'd die for you. You are the most addictive drug, one I'll never quit. Withdrawals only make me crave you more and more, like a festering disease. Ah, this is my own personal hell - one I've hand crafted for myself. There is no escape nor do I desire one.

I only desire you, my beloved puppy. What bliss.

Truly diabolic. • "The first step to fixing something is to know no matter how destroyed it seems, it can always be saved."

by Kaine

on 2/3/2025

Posts: 13

I keep dreaming of you. Of meeting you at a food stall, at at the hospital, at the subway station, at the bus stop. I see you everywhere I go. You haunt me, tormenting me. If I was normal, would I be proper? Would I be acceptable, no, passable then? Would you smile at me and tell me my worth? Could we dress up together and go to comicon together? I as your Aiko, you as my PunPun. This is agony. Truly, I do deserve it but even so... your grasp on me will never let me go nor do I wish to be free. I am damned by you and you alone. Let me learn the art of music so I may create and express my adore in the language you have once spoken to me.

Truly diabolic. • "The first step to fixing something is to know no matter how destroyed it seems, it can always be saved."

by Kaine

on 2/4/2025

Posts: 13

Please hold me, my darling. "Will He" is a soothing embrace.

Truly diabolic. • "The first step to fixing something is to know no matter how destroyed it seems, it can always be saved."

by Kaine

on 2/10/2025

Posts: 13

Did you ever watch My Holo Love like how I recommended? Did you ever watch YOU? Were you pleased when I reported that girl's comment on your beautiful song that you poured your heart into? I got it deleted, the comment meaning. Do you still primarily read longer manga? I remember how you seemed amused by my preference for shorter stories. Did you ever watch Netflix's live adaptation of One Piece? Did you enjoy it? I did. I adore it.

This little spot is important. It's a good outlet for the thoughts that have spun around over the years that I need to just put down somewhere. I don't draw anymore. I've decided my favorite Undertale song is "Battle Against A True Hero" I wish you would post a cover of it. That would be magical... Or a cover of "Call Me Maybe" How delightful that would be. Ah, you've never ceased to amaze me. How lucky I am to share a world with you in. To breathe the same air as you.

Truly diabolic. • "The first step to fixing something is to know no matter how destroyed it seems, it can always be saved."

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