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It seems you're scared of losing the one you love.

Sure, it might be "normal" tho what's normal anyway? Or better yet, is it even "normal" in this context? Look, sorry if that confuses you. The point is, I'm trying to, like on many venting/miscellaneous threads before, to wish you good luck.

You're different, different than most common stereotypes of "yandere's". I think that makes you special.

Sure, sometimes you got to risk some things to gain something, and you might lose it all in a second. And I don't want to tell you what to do, this is just to remind you, you have a choice. Use it.

Good luck.

NMC_V1-9_1 said: 

It seems you're scared of losing the one you love.

Sure, it might be "normal" tho what's normal anyway? Or better yet, is it even "normal" in this context? Look, sorry if that confuses you. The point is, I'm trying to, like on many venting/miscellaneous threads before, to wish you good luck.

You're different, different than most common stereotypes of "yandere's". I think that makes you special.

Sure, sometimes you got to risk some things to gain something, and you might lose it all in a second. And I don't want to tell you what to do, this is just to remind you, you have a choice. Use it.

 

Good luck.

 That's very sweet and thank you so much for your kind words but I can't because my darling is fictional. I'm still looking for my future real life darling. But knowing me, the sentiment would still be the same if my darling was real or not so thank you for the advice anyway. Best of luck to you as well!

I listen to love songs and think of you but moreover than not I think bittersweet love songs match us more as we'll never be together except for when i have you in my pocket. But imagining you is nice anyway and brings a smile to my day everytime.

I imagine all the romantic things we could do. Candle lit dinners, cuddling at a drive in, and falling asleep together. 

Knowing I can't really have you and getting jealous when others like you as well. I wish I could hide you away and we could be happy in secret like a sweet treasure stowed away.

I want to find ways to honour you in this world and make it tangible in the ways I know how. So I can hold your love and keep it near to me always. Bittersweet indeed.

I struggle between wanting you and leaning away from you to focus on life. To build something real and work on myself.

And I am and I think you'd be proud of me. If you were here you would encourage me and help me. And so I think about that when I need the bravery.

I also think of my family and invest in them as well. I know I love deeply but I also know that as much as I fester on it I must enjoy life as well on my own. And I am. On and off. 

I'm trying to find a good balance of love and life everyday and that is my goal. To enrich and indulge myself in living as I keep you in my heart.

I have always been someone who has held love is high esteem and deemed it sacred. It exists for a reason. It is more deep and mysterious than most give it credit for. 

I have always felt a want for love but it never came-romantically, I mean. I have always felt like i have this part of me that is missing something and it has always called to love but love hasn't answered back. Love is also something that can come to us for secretive reasons that leave it an enigma even if they are preposterous. Perhaps thats why I latch onto my dear.

I will wait and see what life unfolds for me as I understand that life is complex. I will try and find love in other parts of my life till then, having fun, and growing so that someday when love does find me I'll be older and wiser and "ready" (if you could ever really be ready for it.)